Tag: transformation

 

Experience Magical Healing Outside of Linear Time

Last month, eight of us experienced magnificent, expanding, life changing, healing, purifying, magical moments in Mt. Shasta, CA.

During our retreats, the focus is on going within and dissolving what holds us back from realizing our Divine potential. Part of the experience includes extensive self-directed energy healing work, meditation, and reflection… and pushing ourselves beyond our previous limits. We did work together and individually; we meditated alone and we shared meditations too. One of the ongoing exercises is a vortex where we all focus on one in the group at a time.

We experienced deep and intense shares from our vortex exercises; full of epiphanies and breakthroughs… many of you felt and/or are still feeling it too, because – outside of space and time – many of you who practice Oneness consciousness, even though you might not have been physically present, also felt and have experienced the shifts.

I was blessed to meet and share with some of the most beautiful beings in my soul tribe I have met thus far in this life. One of them was, a magical, full of joy, very special being named Sandi.

I had heard of her in the past. I also knew she’d had a very serious health situation last year where she found herself choosing to stay or go. The details were not very clear to me at the onset of the retreat. However, throughout the experience, we effortlessly and quietly connected; I later learned about our shared love for music, sound, yoga, and magical fun experiences!

In one of our shares, Sandi was in the middle of the vortex; what I saw and experienced during the exercise was very interesting and different…and I was guided not to share at that moment. I judged and judged myself for not sharing, thinking it was negative and low vibration compared to the beautiful understandings the others shared, yet the Higher plan was different. I chose then to embrace myself and be courageous to share privately with her.

In the beginning of the vortex, I’d expected that connecting with this magical visionary would provide an equally magical experience with her. Instead… I found myself in a hospital room… Seriously? I remember feeling confused and a bit annoyed, yet I allowed and flowed with it. It only took a few moments to realize what I was seeing, since I remembered she had been in the hospital the year before. I immediately looked at the bed and saw her… and things made more sense. I was the observer and also participating.

She looked fragile and a bit lifeless, yet inside she was vibrant but annoyed and anxious because she wasn’t able to communicate to tell the doctors what to do. It was an empty and dull place; she wanted out of there. All of a sudden I saw all of us in the vortex, standing around the bed where Sandi was laying. Her soul was happy to see us as we started asking her (telepathically) what assistance she needed… she was ready to let us know what to do! She knew what needed to be done, it seemed no one around her in the 3D quite knew what to do even though they were very concerned about her health. We were moving around doctors and other people around her, totally invisible to them.

I remember her telling us where and how to make changes energetically, to affect the physical. It was quick! As she shifted her energy and we shared with her, she began moving into this cat kneading pose that earlier during our Mt. Shasta retreat that had initially been a joke… and there was significant change.

Choosing to share my vortex experience with Sandi that night (then further discussion later, after the trip) not only validated things that I saw, but it also brought up some things for her to remember that has also validated some of her experiences, too. We are still in awe from all of this… the logical mind thinks, “How crazy!”

A funny synchronicity was this “cat kneading pose” joke… (Funny enough, as I’m writing this, my cat just joined me! She literally put her tail on my face, turned around and sat next to me!).

Sandi and I had a moment during the trip when we were talking and sharing about our love for yoga; in the process, we came up with with the pose: laying with your back on the floor and the legs over the head, like a Karna Pindasana (yoga posture)/Alanda Balasana (happy baby pose). Then, moving one’s hands like a cat kneading in the air. We laughed so much! So, when I shared my experience seeing her doing that, it hit me: Seeing her doing that pose was a transformative message of unity and recognition, in showing me that what we were doing was helping her to heal/change her reality, even though I didn’t know her yet in linear time!

Later, she shared with me that in the beginning of her recovery (because she couldn’t talk or move much), one of the initial exercises she did when she first woke up from her extended hospital stay was moving her fingers like a cat kneading. So if we removed ourselves from the limitations of linear time… we could recognize that it’s quite possible that we “jokingly” created such a “pose” today, in a way that she could use it in the “past” to help to heal and recover Or, did she forget she used it, so we could have a fun opportunity to remember together, and circle back around?

Pretty wild, right?

After this experience, I view every moment differently. I never thought that part of dissolving what holds me back during our Mt. Shasta retreat would include pushing myself out of my comfort zone to fully own and express myself and my higher consciousness experiences; accepting myself as I am, where I am, knowing that everything has a purpose!

What we’re going through is beyond magical! The more we push and allow ourselves to experience well beyond our logical mind, the more we can realize and trust that all is perfectly orchestrated; the more we do that, the more we experience moments in multidimensionality, and can do so outside of space and time.

Yashmin
Trinity Energy Progression Facilitator/Practitioner

Wisdom Awakening

I’ve had several experiences recently that reminded me of my spiritual evolution. As more and more people become spiritually aware, I find myself in conversations with them and all of sudden I’m the one who is imparting words of wisdom or nodding my head when they tell me about some ‘strange’ experience they’ve had. I wondered when that had happened – when had the roles reversed and I was no longer the new initiate (for lack of a better term)?  Of course I am still constantly seeking more information and guidance, but it is now at a higher level than it once was and I seem to be filling a new role.

How Far We Have Come

This new role, or rather the new me, is great!  I can tell that I have truly grown as a person. I no longer feel like I need to shield myself for protection or carry a ton of crystals around with me like I did when I first started down this path. Now I simply allow negative energy to flow past me. I don’t get as caught up in daily stresses. I try to see the good in people even when it looks to all the world like the person doesn’t have any. I think it is this openness that has brought even more wonderful things into my life.

Monarch by Colby Hall

As those of you who have followed my blog posts know, I am very interested in nature and gardening and the creatures of this world. You probably also know that I raise butterflies. This year, I have been blessed with many black swallowtail butterfly eggs, and for the first time since my childhood, a monarch butterfly stopped by to visit. I cannot tell you the joy I felt at seeing that little butterfly as she flitted around my flowers and milkweed plants. It seems like the Universe was saying “See! When you open yourself up to the world, the world will show up!” It’s a hard lesson to learn. Especially lately when it is easy to fall into patterns of negative thinking, wanting to hide from the world, or to lash out at it. But if you can remember who you are at your core and allow all of the rest to flow around you while you remain observant of it but not mired in the thick of it, then you can remain open to the very best that this world has to offer. I’ve done my best to share this lesson with those who have come to me recently asking questions and beginning their own exploration. I think it will serve them well, and will ultimately help the world become the positive, compassionate, joyous place we know it can be. I urge you to take a look at yourself and see how you react to daily life. And if you need a little more light, try opening yourself up more to the great things this world has to offer. I bet you won’t be disappointed.

 

Colby Hall
Trinity Energy Progression Facilitator/Practitioner

2016: Transformational Warp Speed…

warpspeed… and dare I say it? Boldly going where we haven’t gone before (in exactly this way, at least)…

2016 has been HUGE in ALL ways… and the exponential curve of change continues to climb!

As the ego/separation-based mind is the creator of “Why?” (since we’ve forgotten), I could give you any of dozens of explanations to this, from the most vanilla to the most psychedelic and lusciously visual. There are many of them already out there in various spiritual discussions, forums, and messengers; you can consider all kinds of perspectives, from all kinds of practices… yet they’re all essentially different languages with the same messages that basically remind us what we already know, because we created it (and we’re LIVING it)! And, it’s different to every individual in the way they’re carrying it out; thus, different explanations will resonate with different individuals; it’s all about the filter of the individual journey.

However, we often spend so much time on the mind asking, “Why?” (a distraction) that we’ve forgotten what’s actually most important: our presence to the energy of NOW, and in whatever way works for us to remember how to navigate it from higher consciousness (rather than managing from the much, much more challenging ant’s view on the ground in 3D).

Are We There Yet? “Shifting Between” and “Stepping Through”… and HUGE Transformation

transformationsymbolsIf I could pick a symbolic mascot for the energy of this year, I wouldn’t be able to come up with one; I would say it’s a 4-way toss up between the snake, the butterfly, the dragon, and the phoenix. Get the picture? The intensity of the mascot would depend on the individual and their own level of resistance or acceptance.

2016 seems to the “shifting between” and “stepping through” year, in the biggest way I can remember! The extreme of shedding what we’ve been, of the old stories and roles that we used to prefer to define us and the old 3D-defined way of living, of the death hold grip on to the past in whatever doesn’t serve us in the highest and best way (which is a LOT).

This has gone on in a huge scale BOTH individually and through many levels of collectives (look at many of our political institutions, as one very fine example of this going on). Somewhere along the line, we jumped into Warp 9!

That’s a whole lot of transformation going on!

What this has manifested has been indicative (remember, everything’s a message) of anything left within that is holding us back from stepping unimpeded into “what’s next”… and that includes what we do the best to mask or hide, in the deepest recesses of our shadow side. Time to look at it, embrace it, love it… so it stops allowing us to limit ourselves.

There’s no avoiding it anymore.

If we haven’t been proactively doing this… then our Higher Self is doing it for us, in spades, telling us quite blatantly, “It’s time, NOW… for this to be done with!” Much of it is based in some deep form of self-loathing and beliefs of unworthiness in some way, shape, or form… all born from the experience of forgetting that we are ALWAYS Divine, ALWAYS whole, and never truly separate!

Because these manifestations bring up what the ego deems as most uncomfortable into the light of conscious attention, there’s often initially a LOT of denial by the ego in these situations – “I can’t help that I got into a car accident!” or “I’m just victim to ________________” (you name it, anything that can be blamed on what’s “out there”… though here’s the joke: NOTHING is “out there”; it’s simply a projection of what’s inside).

How this has manifested in being brought to the surface:

  • All kinds of physical ailments, often including those that can be considered life-threatening (I said the deepest recesses, didn’t I?) – cancer of all kinds, immune system dysfunction, disorders showing up from an organ or organs shutting down (like diabetes), allergies, joint pain/degradation (very often hips, knees, and ankles), and all kinds of what’s considered chronic illness;
  • Physical ailments of all kinds that are undiagnosable via “standard methods,” including aches, pains, and “medical oddities” of all kinds, which I often attribute to the physical body transmuting to a different form altogether;
  • Injuries and “accidents,” which are messages to “WAKE UP!” and look at something right in front of or behind us;
  • Death of all kinds in our realities, including loved ones, pets, relationships, jobs, habits, and living situations.

With such abbreviated timelines of resolution now in this manifested reality, in this tremendous year of shifting from “past” to “now” (and ultimately “next), in a magnificent, Universal way, the Higher Self knows the message has to be LOUD AND CLEAR for rapid addressing and resolution. Yes, it can be uncomfortable to the ego… but it’s effective, and productive, that’s for sure! We can make it as colorful, illustrative, or complex as we want, but eventually, we’ve been forcing ourselves to face and embrace full self-responsibility for our journey.

This is phenomenal, because it IS us forcing ourselves into even more rapid and complete – and TRUE – transformation; it also assures we re-align ourselves to exist in love and Wholeness/Oneness in ALL of thought, word, and deed… to come back existing consciously as our Divine Self, and to remember that true creation is based from THAT.

The way to actually navigating all of this has nothing to do with astrology, runes, predictions, channellings, light grids, or ANYTHING we want to use to externalize it (I’ve heard all too often, “Oh, this is terrible… can’t wait until __________ is over!” Or, “It’s the energy of ___________ that’s causing this to manifest in my reality!”). We can do everything we can to blame and/or to give our power away to outside influences, but it’s VERY important to remember though all are fabulous tools and faces we’ve created to remind ourselves as they reflect back to us in a way that can help align the mind/ego, that they are just that: tools. They are the message; NOT the cause! All that is outside of us is a PRODUCT/PROJECTION of what’s inside. My understanding, and a foundation of how my practice (and the Trinity practice) works – and it does, very effectively – is that we, as the Divine, have created everything we planned to forget in the illusion of separation. It’s when we forget (or refuse) to go fully inside to find the answers that we already have that we, from the Higher Self, project the messages to reflect back to us from what presents itself as outside of us. The more we go inside… the less that have to “remind” us on the outside. The more we go inside – and remember how to be IN-dependent – the more efficient it all becomes, because there becomes no more “going outside to go inside”… an extra step in the process.

We stop looking to others and tools being the conduits, the catalysts… then realize and step into remembering that we are that ourselves. And note that once we DO shift all of this to inside of ourselves, to make ourselves and our IN-dependence priority in the process, that’s when the magic really happens! 

All of these tools are a great help… as long as they don’t become crutches! Trinity Energy Progression itself is a tool I volunteered to bring here and now that, when used, serves to help open an accelerated path to remember all of this! Any/all energy healing modalities (including Reiki), medicine, words, practices are tools that we created from our Divine Wholeness. In fact, in Glastonbury this past spring, I was given yet another tool to share with the world to aid in all of this, the Water Flame, which we’ve discussed with those within the Trinity practice, and I will openly share publicly in the very short term. We’ve put all of this here – so many high-vibrational tools and TOYS – to help us remember our own Divine consciousness, so as we go along, we realize that all of it is our Self, our Whole… and nothing is separate. We can create representations in any form we want, but eventually, it’s important to remember they are just representations. The pure creation and infinite magic comes from within.

2016 and My Magical Journey
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The Tor, Glastonbury, England (aka Avalon)

This year has been a huge evolution in presence for me! I’ve been guided to so many different places, here in the 3D – Glastonbury, UK; the Florida Keys; Mount Shasta, CA; shortly to Orcas Island, WA, along with many road trips that have come up via guidance – and what has come through to me throughout the year, in these experiences and more, has been so big that I’m just starting to be able to pull it together to share with others. AND.. I’ve been very actively focusing my consciousness throughout many other realms. I know that my remembrance has continued to open up exponentially this year (definitely Warp 9+ LOL), and it’s been a constant push by my Higher Self to step out of the freneticism of this dimension and physicality to observe and see the larger perspective from a larger inclusion level. There have been periods of time within this time/space continuum where I know I’ve functioned, and yet, I remember much, much more that has no words… and very little of the 3D functioning… though my client sessions, teachings, and tool production to help others on their journey have been phenomenal! (And, a side note: I’m SO blessed to have such a supportive and conscious husband who takes note of this, and “welcomes me back” warmly when I again shift my focus!)

2016 has been punctuation on the importance of releasing the belief that we “need to ground” and instead allow ourselves to remember the simultaneously full connection at ALL levels of consciousness, in all dimensions, including this one, without shutting out any of it. This allows us to consciously function beyond limitation of any dimension or any level of consciousness! Yes, we connect this part of our consciousness to the Earth, AND we allow constant multi-dimensional consciousness which also helps us to see the bigger picture from much more than our 3D mind. The reason for this importance is resolution at so many levels of consciousness, so much separation created throughout the Universe… and remembrance that we are ALWAYS part of the Wholeness, Oneness, or whatever you’d like to call the Universal Consciousness. And it’s when we can look through all of these levels simultaneously that we can allow them to resolve together, liberated from the partitions we’ve created to the nth degree… and exist consciously in completion.

waterflame400x400While I’ve been in quite an advanced mode of remembering how to do this and how to do it consciously and continuously… there are periods of no words and no identity; this is something I’ve (and we’ve) been VERY unused to here in the 3D! As I’ve watched from the Higher Consciousness of this resolution within me and within the collectives of which I’ve held specific roles, I’ve noted the dissolution of so much of the ego’s identities and roles… not just the 3D identities and roles, but also those at much, much higher levels of consciousness, including identities held within avatars, within collectives. And, because of this, there have been periods when I haven’t had any pull to do or be ANYTHING this year, which was a really new experience… where the ego kept on trying to insert a feeling of uncertainty and being lost as its “old job” was dying away. My guidance, during those continuous, energetically huge periods, has been to float in the bliss of remembering BEingness and trust that I’m supported in all ways, at all times! It caused me to pull back from many of my previous business activities and efforts, to let go of what I was doing before… so I could create the space that allows for “what’s now” and “what’s next” without any filter of identity, which ultimately limits us.

For quite awhile, I had no idea what that was… and instead, just sat in and remembered how to be comfortable in this Divine BEingness… and ENJOY my existence! When I did, lo and behold, the Universe provided abundantly, in more of an effortless manner than I’ve ever experienced and in many unexpected ways. Even with no identity, with no drive, no pull… things have all just happened in a way that flowed together, almost completely beneath my conscious radar.

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Mt. Shasta, CA from Lake Siskiyou (photo courtesy of Suzanne Hubbard)

All of this simply prepared me for what was to come next: The challenge of conscious reassimilation of all separated parts. For an example, it’s like looking at myself here and myself in another timeline, another level of consciousness… and everything gets overlaid together, because, in essence, that’s the Whole. For simplicity’s sake, I might have, say only 2 lessons that cause small bumps in the road in one version of me… what happens when I overlay all of those pieces and parts of me, if each of them have 2 different bumps? It suddenly feels like a huge, overwhelming task as we set the intention to flow through, unimpeded, easily.

It’s sudden, and it’s fast. The Higher Self says, “OK, let’s finish this off… but free from distraction…” So, I get exactly what I choose… once the bumps are all cleared out of the way. This is the importance from managing from higher consciousness… as that has become my norm, I’ve more and more become unattached to the “bumps,” and then they just flow through and away, more and more easily… and I’ve simply flowed on.

Eventually, clarity comes in as what’s now and what’s next from the much, much higher consciousness.

As I said, there are very few words to describe a lot of this. I’ve embedded this post with far more understanding that the words can encapsulate! All I can explain is that I know I exist completely differently than I did coming into 2016… which is a lot to say! I’d say it’s been an attainment… but it’s really been further remembrance that’s become exponential as the illusion further strips away.

acceptanceMy result: I love this existence and the 3D part of my experience even more than I ever have! Even with all of what’s considered “the ugliness” of what’s around us, of the huge changes that continue in every day, of the metaphorical tower crumbling because the infrastructure doesn’t work for us anymore, what’s beautiful is the symphony of completion we’re conducting, and what we’re creating beyond that, of what’s starting to show as the rubble falls away. Don’t get me wrong… there’s a LOT more to go, but the Class 5 rapids have already begun; we can be obliterated by trying to stop in fear or resistance of any kind… or we can LET GO, flow with it, listen to and 100% trust the inner voice to navigate us through… and watch how we create as we go.

Are there challenging moments? Only when I/we choose to experience them that way…and when we forget to listen what’s within! When our mantra and conscious practice becomes aligning all thought word and deed in unity and unconditional love (which is what I and other Trinity instructors teach in the Self-Development via Divine Consciousness class as well as the Practitioner class), it changes the world even faster… and even more smoothly. So choose to let go of what’s crumbling and enjoy the ride into what’s now and what’s next!

As for me… next week, I’m off to a blissful annual retreat with the Trinity instructors – my amazing, beautiful, conscious soul family – tucked away in the remote Washington San Juan islands in the furthest northwest corner of the United States, where I KNOW we will join in pure love, other-dimensionality, play, and MAGIC, as we always do together! That’s all there is… carpe diem!

Namaste,

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Angela Coulter
Originator, Trinity Energy Progression

 

Ascending the Throne

The title I use for what I do is Transformation Coach. When people ask what that entails, I say high vibrational energy work. Most people associate energy work with physical healing, which is one aspect of it. However, I prefer to describe my work as the energy of liberation; both for others and myself! This liberation results from resolving and releasing soul agreements/contracts (what many believe to be karmic patterns) that keep us trapped in limiting “scripts,” such as dysfunctional roles, unhealthy relationships, physical pain, etc. By taking full responsibility for the circumstances in our lives, we can embrace the lessons they present, release ourselves from the unhealthy dynamics, and choose more harmonious experiences.

It’s so gratifying to see the dramatic transformations in our lives as a result of releasing soul agreements. Personally, one of the big ones I was able to identify and release was with my Twin Soul, freeing both of us to proceed along our individual life paths while remaining on loving terms.

I’ve also assisted a number of others in their release of this kind of energy in a variety of related areas, including:

  • looking at and taking responsibility for (and clearing) the major medical conditions manifested in an attempt to get the attention of their Twin Flame;
  • clearing the feeling of obligation in carrying other people’s burdens (which had caused excruciating back pain and spinal cysts);
  • clearing ancestral responsibility;
  • freeing children from having to take on the role of caregivers;
  • releasing of caretaking agreements between spouses (which relieved one spouse from having to sacrifice his/her life to care for the other);
  • … the list goes on!

As for myself, one area in which I’ve experienced success is in releasing my own patterns of assuming unnecessary responsibility in relationships, which allows me to focus on my work while the other person remains in charge of his/her growth.

Most recently, I’ve received the message that it’s time to start living without soul agreements. I’ve understood that once we conclude our soul lessons we can move beyond the limitation of agreements altogether. We have the freedom to “make it up as we go along,” creating the reality we desire. When asked about a client’s new relationship contract, I was told there was none. I was shown a throne, and heard, “Ascend the throne.” I understood that what we choose is less important than the process of creative self-determination.

When we ascend the throne, we become kings and queens of all that we observe and experience. This new approach applies to more than just relationships. It’s a tectonic shift from the traditional approach of self-compromise, reactivity, over-compensation, unhappiness, and lack that have characterized many peoples’ experience of life, work, relationships, finances, etc. We start by looking into our own hearts and listening to our truth, desires, and guidance.

Based on this inner wisdom, we affirm that the elements we wish to manifest in our lives are already present in the best/highest form for us. For example, “I am abundantly supported for simply being who I am. As I resonate at the level of pure unconditional love, all my financial, emotional, and physical needs are met; I am free to follow my inspiration in joy and bliss.” This may sound like a re-packaging of the power of affirmation – “Gosh darn it, people like me.” The difference is that we’ve done the karmic excavation to remove anything that holds us back from existing at the vibrational level necessary to create from our heart’s desire.

As I see it, we’re embarking on a truly limitless adventure of pure potential. Ladies and gentlemen, please take your thrones, we’re about to take off!

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Mary Hogan
Facilitator, Trinity Energy Progression™

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