Tag: Nicole Camilleri
The Void
V ery
O ld
I dentity
D ying
Yes! The void… another puzzling four-letter word! Google defines it as a “completely empty space”. But for the common folk, it’s plain frustrating!
There is no doubt that when you begin your “awakening process” you want to get through to the other side ASAP! Time to see the lessons, plow through, write them off as LEARNED and be DONE with them…
Then walks in Mr. Void. Suddenly, we freeze and have no desire to do anything, not even move forward nor backwards! The world becomes fuzzy, your memory is stifled despite the 1,000 milligrams of ginseng you took in the morning. Your get-up-and-go got up and went. Meditating may even become difficult. Losing ground is a common occurrence during the void and you may feel neither here nor there. You become withdrawn, heavy, and for many, anti-social! Dazed and confused. You just do not know if you are coming or you are going! Mood swings are the norm and even talking becomes tricky!
Been there, done that! Several times… Fun times, pulling out my hair trying to make sense of it all. I’ve had the chance to become superb at recognizing when the void shows up and I hope this will help you understand just how perfect the void actually is!
Learning to work with the void is challenging and a necessary step in our evolution as ascended beings. Believe it or not, this is actually the time that the body opens up fully to record the downloads it has been receiving and the vibration naturally sets in to raise our frequency. In other words, we get our antennae (for some it may feel like we are growing antlers) and we will soon be able to detect what will make us feel more whole! It’s the great state of transition and change and it brings the gift of allowing and recognizing all those new possibilities you thought about before the void hunkered you down.
How do we get through the void? Patience, patience, patience! Silence, stillness, and maybe a box of Godiva chocolates. Realize that this is the dimensional shift that actually puts us in gear to take off to create our new “realities”. The old self and ways are no longer useful and are actually leaving your vibration for good ….. dying may be a happier explanation.
Nature has been my best ally during the void along with a sea salt bath which seems to help relieve any physical pain I may experience. Looking at trees and listening to their song reminds me that we need to take that time to contemplate the beauty and listen for that inner song that brings out the beauty in our BEings. Take a day or two off from work and walk in nature. Honor yourself to escape the craze and get in tune with your new vibration. Sleep, nap, daydream. Ground yourself several times a day and imagine you are as big and strong as a deep-rooted, twenty-foot wide oak. Drop a grounding cord from your tailbone and take deep breaths. Open your solar plexus and let the light in to get your power back.
Now when the void arrives, I get excited because I know I can have “me” time without any excuses! I know I am receiving the upgrades that are going to take me to new heights and my head is happy because I leave the hair in… Out with the old, in with the NEW! And remember, a Trinity Energy Progression™ is always there to help you raise your light if the void gets a little dark.
Embrace change!
Unconditionally, Lovingly yours,
Nicole Camilleri
Facilitator, Trinity Energy Progression
Learning to Trust the Signs
Progress is inevitable when we make the decision to take on a new path in our spirituality. Sometimes, things change in our lives very quickly; there will be moments when you feel a lull, at a stand-still, a void. We begin to question whether or not we are on the right path.
When I look back, I realize I already saw and knew things even when I was a child, yet I was unable to comprehend that at the time. I received signs at such a young age and I was able to teach myself things, but immaturity and lack of confidence prevented me from realizing this. In fact, I haven’t realized until recently that I have been receiving so many signs!
I know now that every single step I take is calculated by my Higher Self and I have come to notice the signs as soon as they show up for the most part. The challenge is trusting that you see the signs, or believing it. One important recent realization for me was reading something that showed me where I was to go next on my path. A year ago, I would have been incapable of this, because I never would have thought it was possible to accomplish something like what I was “shown.”
I recently read a beautiful blog about a healing facilitator who connected with sea turtles and I was fascinated! She explained the messages she received from the animal, and it was quite unexpected. The sea turtle gave her a distinct message about a human malady we are currently experiencing and why it is happening. A morning soon thereafter, while sitting on my magic couch, I suddenly got pulled into my dog’s energy. I was not surprised, because this happens often, but this time it was different. I realized that the information I was getting was for canines and their role on earth and I got a message! The message was that we need to “GO TO THE HEART.” I heard it loud and clear! I was shown a series of things concerning canines, what they are going through, and how it is helping humanity; I was just blown away! I realized also that I had gotten a sign by reading that amazing blog a few days prior and it was a “heads-up” as to what was coming for me! I just loooooove when that happens!
Our Higher Self is always there and can drop us a line when we least expect it. You could receive a word, a scent, or a symbol in a dream, etc. For many of us who are Trinity Energy Progression™ Practitioners or Facilitators, we saw number sequences in the threes before we even heard of Trinity Energy Progression. I also had a visit from a certain “Ezekiel” a year before I decided to look up that name and found out it was Archangel Ezekiel, the Archangel of Transformation! It was an amazing sign that I ignored and forgot about for a year and somehow my Higher Self led me back to the book where I wrote that name down. I found myself waking up regularly at 2am, wide awake, and that got me on the couch, onto my computer to do research in the still of the night and decided to look up Ezekiel which led me to Angela and here I am writing this message now two years later! Needless to say, my life transformed in unimaginable ways over the past two years… Yours will, too!
Signs are there all the time. We just need to be alert to receive them!
With love, light and joy,
Nicole Camilleri
Facilitator, Trinity Energy Progression
Matters of the Heart
Love is the most complex four-letter word. Period. It causes every single emotion we could ever conjure. It makes us dream, it makes us scream. Love is hair-raising, goosebumps-forming, heart-banging, perspiration-drenching, suffocating, out-of-body, soul-ascending CRAZY!
Depending on our perception of love, it can make us do things we never thought possible. Love is constantly playing us, tickling us with this thought, that desire. We succumb to its beauty. We surrender to its charm. This four-letter word comprises everything we need in order to progress in our lives and oftentimes WE DO NOT KNOW HOW TO UNDERSTAND IT!!! Little word, massive confusion. Add the word “unconditional” and we want to jump overboard!
Through all of my own heart-wrenching conundrums, being brought to the mercy of angels in the universe, I have had to find ways to release the air out of the pressure cooker or else I was going overboard.
Please allow me to back up three years and mention my first “real” feeling of love BEing.
One day, I was desperately trying to learn how to meditate at that time in an aching bag of bones that I called my physical body, reaching for answers, searching for solutions. It was nearly impossible for me to concentrate, so “spirit” thought it wise to knock me into a peaceful slumber (which happened often when I tried to meditate!). But that day, I was slammed in the chest with what felt like a punch, abruptly bouncing my insouciant corpse out of dormancy! I sat up, perplexed, but not in pain. In fact, I felt peace! And my heart… my heart felt huge! I mean HUGE! And I was in love. IN. LOVE. WITH. EVERYTHING. The trees, the moon, the stars, the animals, the rocks, the water, the refrigerator… you name it, I loved it! I was on a virtual high! Everything was beautiful. Everything had its place. I cried tears of joy as I walked my dog. I had no idea what had happened.
The beauty lasted four days. I awoke and it was “removed”. I then felt empty, confused. It was gone, but not completely gone, because there was a memory of it. Perhaps a new cellular memory… I couldn’t explain it. But it was the beginning of my quest to find it again! Because… WE are the creators of our reality! We are beginning to understand this now. I’m not talking Chinese here!
I realized that love is a state of BEing.
But how do we achieve this state of BEing?
Finding the love must first be found in the self. But wait! How can we do that when we feel guilty about this, angry about that, mad about …. blah blah blah…
Here is what I did (although I cannot guarantee how long it will take, as each individual has its own timeline) : We must first start by having the courage to look inside and observe ourselves, accept what comes up that we do not like, FEEL it, acknowledge it, value it, thank it for its lessons, forgive ourselves and LOVE IT. Yes, we must love the gunk. We must love the junk. We must be thankful for the gunk and the junk because it taught us so much. It taught us what we don’t want in our life anymore. We kindly acknowledge the gunk and junk one last time, then ask it to dissolve into the light. (Trinity Energy Progression™ Practitioners can help you with this, if need be). Then, we realize that everyone has the gunk and the junk… and we understand it now so something magical happens! We lose judgment, we lose expectation. (!!!) Then there is freedom. Then I see the body as an empty vessel to fill! We can now fill it with everything we love: thoughts, fun, sweetness, etc.! Hee hee! It’s as simple as that! Well, be patient with yourselves if it doesn’t take place as fast as you hoped.
Here is an exercise to help you along the path of BEing unconditional love.
Find a quiet place where you can be undisturbed. Sometimes it helps to put on an mp3 player with sounds of nature.
Put your hand over your heart center and breathe into this area for several long breaths. Imagine there is a closed flower under your hand with a crystal in its center. Now think about all that you truly love (kids, animals, spouse, nature, etc.) as well as things that really make you feel good. Take your time imagining. You are building a love vibration in your heart.
Imagine that all of these feelings of love are going into the crystal in the center of the closed flower and see the crystal grow. The love will make the crystal expand and open the petals of the flower, slowly showing the emerging crystal full of colors of the spectrum. Visualize these colors. Feel them, smell them. Let them fill your BEing. Extend this vibration 20 feet out to the front, then to the right, back and to the left of you. Your aura is vibrating with the unconditional love of these thoughts and colors.
When you are ready, come back to your heart center.
From now on, you can put your hand on your heart (or even just imagine it there) and you will bring that sensation of unconditional love to you. It is now in you forever!
Here is a quaint synopsis :
L ook inside
O bserve
V alue
E volve
Unconditionally, Lovingly Yours,
Nicole Camilleri
Facilitator, Trinity Energy Progression
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